Thank God for my friends and family

So today has been yet another journey. I woke up feeling a lot better. No pain for a few hours. We took Noah to the Redi Clinic because he has an infection on his leg. I was sure it wasn't MRSA but scary anyways. He was put on antibiotics. A few days ago, I decided to watch the PETA video about how we get out meat. It has weighed on my heart for a while now, but I never watched the video. Well, I did and I am a new vegetarian! lol. So Alisha was going to take us to the store to get some fake meat and by the time we got to the parking lot I was in incredible pain again. She turned the car around, and I came in, took more meds and went to bed. When I woke up I knew I needed to pull half the packing material out of my kip like the doc instructed. It brought me to my knees. I am not sure why I would be informed to torture myself in such a manner, but the pain was unbearable. My dear friend had to watch me cry in pain and join my tears. Thank God for her but I also feel incredibly bad because I know how I would feel if it were her in my shoes. You never want to see someone you love endure such misery. I accomplished the goal but do not know where I will get the strength for my appointment tomorrow. From all of the prayers out there I am sure. Right after, Andrew woke up and came to hug me. He accidentally bumped my lip with his head which immediately brought tears. I just wanted to hug my baby, so I did and cried to myself.